Save the Crawford Family!

Let me start off with the things that I have done.  I was demanding, paranoid, untrustworthy, neglectful, irresponsible with the finances, just about everything a grown man should not be.  I would come home from work and go straight to my video games forgetting I had a wife at home.  I would say mean things to Tihana when i did not get my way.  I was a horrible man and i see this now.  I am ashamed it took for my wife literally leaving me to understand how big of a hole she was filing in my heart.  I am currently seeing counselors for my problems but it may be too late.  She is fed up.  I love Tihana more than the air i breath and I need her back.  Tihana and I have been married for 1 year 4 months and 2 days for a total of 489 days.  We also have a beautiful 5 month 4 day old daughter Naomi Zora Crawford.  I love my family and would do anything to stop the impending divorce.  People make mistakes.  I wish I was perfect and lived in a perfect world where every mean thing you ever said dissolved with the darkness as the sun rose.  Nobody is perfect, and to my knowledge no one ever was.  This is a link to the About.com site about why the first two years of marriage are critical http://marriage.about.com/cs/newlyweds/a/settingstage.htm.  Towards the bottom you will see a list of "Red Flags"  Every single one of those Red Flags pertains to our marriage.  So we are facing insurmountable odds.  Does that mean you give up?  Being a vetran of the War on Terror I know exactly what its like to be in a situation where the outcome is 100% certain not to work out for the best.  I am still here today writing this petition to save my marriage, so as we all can see, it worked out for the best.