End the Gaslighting! A Drs cure to Long Term Covid!

Covid-19 has affected each and every one of us differently. Some have very mild flu symptoms some have very severe symptoms and many have died. But what if you're stuck in the middle? What if you didn't have respiratory issues as they thought covid-19 was so you were considered mild? What if 9 months ago you had a video chat with a doctor as you were burning up and sweating with the hypothermic temperature of 95° and the doctor says you'd be dead get a new thermometer as they remain still just gawking at you.
With blurred vision and the most unimaginable eye socket pain you one can endure you manage to hit the hang up button and just cry.
After several days of complete suffering the nights approach and you dread every second. You are woken up with a heart rate of 160 BPM burning up feeling your pores open up on your face as buckets and buckets and buckets of sweat are dripping down your head. You take your temperature assuming it's at least 105 but it's at 95. The next day you're standing in the kitchen and all of the sudden a tsunami jolts through your body and every particle in every orifice as if it was jolting and fighting and eating itself. You grasp on to your husband and pray and tell him eye to eye there's something happening in my body my body's fighting itself!
With the extreme eye socket pain iand the jolts of a battle going on in your body and the chronic fatigue you go to the ER because you need help. You mentioned you had covid about a month ago now and things are worsening but the first thing they will ask you is were you vaccinated? What I didn't realize then and what I realize now is that the biggest mistake I made was telling them I still was suffering but I was vaccinated. I slurringly described my symptom and was having a hard time describing them because I was having trouble thinking and speaking.
They're instant go to was you have anxiety.
A few days later I went to my primary doctor's office and met with a physician's associate. I am worsening and worsening and I explained to him what was happening and I told him I have no control of my temperature and my brain is swelling because of this insane unimaginable pain I'm having in my eye sockets and head. I pleaded with him and said is there something he can do to at least stop this? He shrugged it off and said you have to give it time I'll see you in a few weeks.
I somehow endured those few weeks and even went through a couple pair of sheets because of rolling around and sweating I tore them up because of the anguish I've been in. When I explained to him that things have worsened and at this point I'm in fear that something is happening because I feel that there's some sort of battle going on in my body! He then asked me if I was suicidal! Riddle me this if I'm at these doctors offices pleading for my life what kind of question is that? He then referred me to an ER psychiatrist and documented that I had bipolar which is now permanently in my file. In my extreme frustration and disparity I checked out at the front desk only to have the secretary tell me I should get a booster shot! Yeah as if I need more s*** injected in me as my body's fighting itself!
This suffering I was endoring continued through March and I went to the ER again! My eyes were shot and drooping and I could only sore worse with chronic fatigue and the eye socket and he and try to tell the doctor something until I was blatantly interrupted and scrained that because her mother had a mess and her mother deals with it and I should too she screamed it's your anxiety and depression!
At this point they're really testing my sanity but I knew it was happening. I continued to suffer until my temperature drops in 9 before degrees while burning up with the buckets of sweat and the eye socket pain and went to a different ER because I didn't want to run into that doctor again. As I was slumped over in the chair because at this time my legs became noodles and I could barely walk The doctor walked in and blatantly rolled his eyes and head and said oh are you having anxiety do you want an Adam !!?
I felt less than human and tear it up and told him that I was sorry to bother him. He did bother to do a blood test and there was some abnormalities and he referred me back to my primary doctor.
After 4 months I finally got to see my primary doctor and told him all of this and he dug a little farther and did a blood test and found out that I was a n a positive so in reality as I knew all along my body was fighting itself. I also tested rnp positive which is connective tissue disease which is an autoimmune to disease.
After 4 months of pleading for just somebody to listen to me I collapsed on the floor and I lost all muscle mass unable to get up because I had no use of my legs arms shoulders and couldn't hold my head up.
After much confusion of zero hospital records I was checked into the hospital and tested for myositis gravis which is an autoimmune disease that matched my symptoms.
After a few days I was tested negative for that and released and had to do physical therapy at home which in which none of the physical therapists ever showed up. But right before I was told that I called a doctor that saw me in the hospital and he actually remembered me and I told him I'm not going to be able to do anything because of this agonizing eye pain I can barely breathe. First of all I can't believe that he picked up the phone but he actually prescribed me steroids which should have been prescribed in the very beginning and a few things for pain to get through physical therapy to be able to hold my head up again.
This is the first time anxiety didn't come into play because I literally was on the floor!
It is now October 7th and I'm still sitting in my bedroom and all the symptoms have returned and I'm shrinking back to nothing again suffering in the most tremendous agony in my eye sockets and nobody will help me after asking three separate times for an MRI but that was skirted as an issue which was really strange.
Anxiety or cover up?