It's a deep trenchant metaphysical issue where only a healthy understanding of cause and effect ,A Priori, and the circle of life can one fully grasp the imperative speculation. My artistic or natural purpose to create needs to evolve on its own without religion infringing and depraving on its essense. Any sully behavior is an insult to ones intelligence. Then once actualized can it seek damages for infringement. It's not fair that I have to struggle while everyone's happiness I've effected, especially in a successful way is never taken in account. I guess they never needed me or I would have learned of it much earlier in life. I need them out of love or affinity.