Stop Christians from Not being about Love and Peace

Same goes with certain conspiracy theorists cause the world is perfect, peace and love cause of they or anyone defending themselves is disrespectful to me cause it's like they shot me in the eye. Words hurt more then real physical in capabilities and the fact that someone at least 1 person would want to trade places with me. But that doesn't matter cause I'm hurt and need to tattletale. I can't defend myself.