wrongly accused

because it is all wrong this is going on for15 years when they took my oldest grandkids saying i cant be around them but what people dont know is  they was safe with me i never done any harm to them but when dfacs took them they was in danger something dfacs never mention me y my family found out one day when i went to visit my granddaughter she was six at the time y right now today i still rememberthose words y now dfacs is here again y is trying to distroy my family again this is just part of the story anyway i called dfacs y they said i need a lawyer to get a petition to see records at dfacs but i dont have money to get a lawyer y i never been in trouble so i dont know how to talk to a lawyer can somebody help me