Plausible Denanility against my integrity

I have been out of prison now for two years and while in prison I’ve been physically abused cut in the face and beat because of my sexuality LGBTQ. I was formerly in a Domestic Partnership were my ex-boyfriend continuously tries to use my parole status to have me incarcerated again and I was the victim. I was very honest with him about my behavior and turns out that he also has a criminal record of abuse to his own mother. I have completely become a victim in all cases because of my prison status. I did not have sexual crimes, or murder or an extenuios record. I have police officers and police Detectives aswell as sergeants and luetinants who have also spoke on my behalf for my integrity and good conduct. I am so depressed and sadend that I practically live with hand cuffs and fear daily because of this and as a result I’ve become mentally disabled under major depression. I am still truly in love with my ex-boyfriend but I am afraid of his violent temper assault or behavior and his unwillingness to own up to his behavior. I have become a martar to defend what’s right and for justice. I’m asking for support from the people to not support plausible deniability and support the cause of equality and justice even for people in my case who has a truly repentant heart.